Pregnant again

Am officially 5 weeks pregnant. Alhamdulillah. Harap2 tak terukla morning sickness. Skang ni dah rasa dah tp still mild. Pray for us:-)

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faint line on a pregnancy test

Harini i ada rasa stomach cramp and tak sedap badan. Last period was on 5th june. So agak2 dah lewat 2 hari je baru. Tapi gatai jugak nak buat home pregnancy test (urine). So i used my first morning urine..

and appeared like this after 3 - 4 minutes.

Just a faint line.( Sory bad image;p)

And i went to see the doc just now...around 3.30 p.m and turned out negative. Tapi doc tu mcm pelik sket. She said no need to wait until 4-5 minutes ke apa..kalau betul preggy a few seconds je dah nampak the second line. But internet and the explanation on the home pregnancy kit tell me
differently. And she didn't take my words seriously bila i cakap pagi tadi buat test 2 kali dua2 ada 2 line tapi faint je la.

Confident abis doc tu i x preggy and macam nak cepat2 je i keluar. Dahla pompuan. Tapi makcik2 la..dats y malas nak layan ckp byk2 ngan dia. Dia ingat i baru2 kawin and terlebih excited nak first baby kot tapi bila i kata i dah ada baby setaun 9 bulan barula sebok nak entertain. Apa punya pesen la mak cik oii..pangkah la klinik ni.huhu.

I dun really mind if i'm not pregnant..tapi i bengang dengan layanan doc tu..nak kata tak cukup ilmu dah ada title Dr and ada klinik sendiri. haihh..

Btw, this is what i got from the internet:

What does a faint line on a pregnancy test mean?

On a pregnancy test, a faint test line - or color band - is usually indicative of a positive result, as long as it's read within the allotted time frame - or reaction time of the test (usually at 5-10 minutes). If you do the pregnancy test properly and read it within the recommended time, then a faint and weak line is very likely a positive pregnancy test. Explanations for a faint positive line include:

• You may be testing too early after conception - the hCG in your body may not be at a sufficient level for test detection. hCG doubles every two days, so wait and test again using first morning urine.
• Different test sensitivity. As tests detect hCG at different levels, a faint line on one variety of test may appear as a stronger line on a 20 mIU test.
• Urine dilution. Your urine may be diluted due to frequent urination or consumption of liquids. First morning urine is recommended for pregnancy testing as it contains the most concentrated presence of hCG.
• Chemical pregnancy. Sometimes, an early pregnancy is detected - followed by negative test results. A chemical pregnancy means implantation takes place followed by a miscarriage - usually before any other pregnancy symptoms are detected.

So okla.doa2la i ada rezeki..kalau tak de pun tak pe..ketentuan Allah;)

Daa...

Are u ready to get pregnant AGAIN?

Am i ready? Hmm to be honest, i dunno if i'm ready. Kalau ada rezeki then alhamdulillah. Kalau tak de pun xpe. It's just that ramai plak membe2 yg dah preggy 2nd child. So tetiba rasa nak pregnant tu dtg balik. Plus the fact that sofea has reached 19 months old.

If let say i'm pregnant this year, then she can have a sibling when she's almost 3 years old. Plus the age difference will be ermm...2 years apart. Theoritically, that sounds good. But we'll see how it goes.

I was very particular before when it comes to avoiding pregnancy. But i'm not taking any pills or injections. It's only natural n barrier method. N i wasn't taking any precautions during the first 5 months after giving birth to sofea. The reason: i was exclusively breastfeeding her n the chance of getting pregnant is so minimal when u're fully breastfeeding your child. I got my menstruation back when sofea's almost 6 months old.

Hmm..n now, i'm planning to have a 2nd child. Pernah dengar tak relationship between islamic calendar and pregnancy? I've heard that if u're planning to have a baby, try to conceive on 1st, 15th n 30th day of the month. Not sure of the kesahihannya, just wanna give a try:-P

But still, i can't stop thinking about the morning sickness n the cramp n the backpain etc etc. And my oh my, i also can't stop thinking of my future baby appearance and the pleasure of holding and smelling the precious gift from Allah again. Frankly said, i miss pregnancy. Maybe that's how it feels when u're a mother.

Congratz to all my friend yg dah preggy lagi. Take care.

Daa...

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my 37th week

hoho..

i'm taking an mc today..coz i dun feel comfortable to walk and feeling a bit tired..semalam pi check-up as usual..doc tanya takde rasa sakit2 ke?..

well..ade la jugak..tapi i dun think it's time yet..doc kata tanda2hampir bersalin tu da ade la..
ok simptom yg i alami sekarang ialah...

selalu nak pee pee..tapi kdg2 pergi tak kua sgt pun..;p
selalu nak poo poo jugak..samela pesen nya cam pee pee tu..;p
bila baby stretch..oo agak sakitla..perut tu cam mengeras gitu.. (skang semakin sakit)
sometimes...ade rasa cramp mcm mild period pain... (tapi sgt jarang)..n takdela intense.. so i kindda tahan jela..hihi.
and after 'bersama' suami...(ops)..the mild contraction (ala2period pain) will definitely occur..
(haa yg ni doc pun suggest coz she said, it will help in lubricating 'the area' and the cramping is due to the prostaglandins in semen and the contraction of pelvic muscles.
The cramping, however, should be mild and short-lived. Kalo intense, kena get ready utk pergi hospital. Kiranya there's probability the true labor can occur after sexual intercourse.hoho.)

Doc pun buat regular scanning as usual..so far the baby dah exceed 2.5kg..kira above the minimum weigtla..around 2.7kg cmtuh..doc kata plg awal this week kot bersalin..just get ready je la kalo ade ape2hal..pergi je hospital..
in case false labor, we just have to go back home..
and kalo true labor, well..kena admitted la kan..;p.

i surely did some readings on the early signs of true labor..
so far i hanya experience tanda2 HAMPIR bersalin..
tanda2 proses bersalin tu lum lagi kot. (iyela tu..confident je)...
apepun, kena doa banyak2la kan..i still can drive to work..(manual car ok..tapi doc pun kata no prob sbb i xde apa2 masalah sekarang ni..cuma kurang2kan la kalo bleh)..tapi agk senak gakla kalo drive lama2..hihi.

aiyo..bertambah nervous i ni..tapi i still can't take my mind off work..sbb gile melambak kerja..huhu.cam tak sempat je nak settle kan semua before giving birth ni.huhu.

hmm banyakla open house n wedding reception yg i xdpt attend nanti..sorry sangat2 korang..
apepun..tahniah and semoga u all dirahmati Allah selalu..

k ade time i update lagi..if anything, i'll ask my dear hubby to update for me..
mmuahz..pray for me n the baby..;)

32 weeks

wahh..sedar tak sedar i dah 32 weeks pregnant-the 8th month of my pregnancy...
hmm...in a few weeks time insyaallah me n mylocx dah ada zuriat sendiri.alhamdulillah..

as for me..i'm in a good health so far...cuma simptom2 3rd trimester tu memang adala kan..
sometimes, sakit pinggang la..sakit belakang la..but not severe la..
plus susah nak tido comfortably sebab perut makin besar and berat kan..hihi.
and baby bucuk ni plak semakin active dok tendang sana tendang sini, cucuk sana cucuk sini..
and kadang2 sakit kat lower abdomen tu..doc kata due to baby's head kat bawah..
but i still leh tahan lagila semua2 tu..

sebaik ada mylocx bagi mental and physical support..hehe.
tapi tula kalo dia ada..i ni dok manja terlebih..jgnla baby bucuk ni manja lebih2 jugak..haha.
dahla kdg2 tu pemalas tahap gaban..skang ni asyik rasa sleepy je macam awal2 preggy dulu..cume bezanya tak mabuk je la.
pantang tgk mylocx rest..i pun nak nyibuk sama...
hmm..tapi kitorang selalu outing together..and jalan2..
so adala exercise sket kan.hoho..takdela memerap je kat umah..and so far, i masih gagah meneruskan puasa..
yela sementara school holiday kan..
nanti dah start keje balik tak taula larat ke tak..harap2 tahan la.huhu.

pastu..skang ni i always experience shortness of breath..
yela, uterus is growing bigger kan..tak selesa betul kdg2 tuh..
i pun kena be careful of feeling faint as in the last few weeks the blood tends to pool in the lower limbs resulting in low blood pressure...
hmm lagi2 time puasa ni kan..
haihh..ada sebulan lebih lagi before my expected due date.nervous plak tetiba.hehe.

oh ya..last thursday..me n mylocx went to Ampang Puteri SH for routine check-up..
alhamdulillah everything is fine...
and this time, our precious little one have given the opportunity to the doc to predict his/her gender..

hmm..cuba teka?effa jr or locx jr?hehe..

apepun..we just want to wait for the baby's arrival..baru puas hati..he.

okie..selamat hari merdeka to all!

pre-baby shower

hi guyz..

i'm happily reading yuyu hakusho manga online at the moment...although i'm having a flu today..
mylocx have gone to work..so yeah..will be staying alone again.haihh..

baby?..oh he/she's doing fine i guess..hehe...still active as usual.
speaking of baby,..my colleague friends yang preggy dua dua dah scan and tau gender baby..sorang boy..another one is girl.hehe..i je yang xtau lagi..the baby is so secretive ehh??..;p
but it doesn't really matter actually.i'm just hoping and praying our baby will be born healthily..

i don't do much this weekend..
banyak tido je..hehe..and do some housechores sikit2..actually i'll be hosting a baby shower event for my friends miza and azida next 2 weeks..i saje chose buat kat rumah je santai-santai..not a grand one la...juz a sweet and simple celebration truly from my heart..wat potluck je..boleh gather 3 moms-to-be skali..hehe..close friends are invited..but so far yang confirm boleh datang for the event mostly my colleagues laa..

thankfully mylocx is supportive and cooperative when i first decided to host this event...he even said that if i'm not having all the nausea things..i can actually cook for the party..like i did before when his family and his close relatives datang rumah..dalam 16 orang camtu..
mula-mula camni..his mom called informing that they're in kl kat rumah mylocx's uncle.
so dengan niat utk berbudi bahasa..i ajakla his mom dtg rumah for lunch kan..
i seriously tak kesah kalo mylocx's parents je yang nak datang..
tup tup!she said..boleh ke ni?mak datang ngan family abg rizal n family maksu tau..boleh?
wah!nak tak nak *setelah menimbangkan segala-galanya*..i kata la ok
tapi xcukup pinggan mangkuk..*igt leh escape la kan*
tup tup..mak kate..xpe..kitorang bwk semua including satu periuk nasi..air effa takyah buat..
wah!menggelabah i pegi beli ikan nak wat lauk.
yela dalam 16 org camtu ok!and bukannya my family side..
i spent 4 hours tau masak..tu pun lauk2 yg dah tau and dah pernah buat sahaja.
lauknye?..i chose lauk favourite mylocx..asam pedas, ayam masak lemak cili padi, sambal udang n sayur2la..
tu pun cukup2je..aunty yati siap goreng telur and ikan extra lagi..haha.
derang kate i pass la...;p..what a day!..atleast takdela derang ingat i ni xreti masak lgsg.haha..yela sbb muke pun cm budak2..and kurang meyakinkan je kan da jadi bini orang.ahaha.

but unfortunately..or fortunately..i still can't cook until now.it's hard to explain..maybe alahan mengandung i yang mcm ni kot.

so wat potluck je..my friend ada gak yg nak bwk mknn masakan sendiri..haa lagila bagus.hehe.

hmm..malam ni ingat nak wat keje skola yg agak melambak-lambak tu.tu pun kalo rajinla..haha.
kalo tak rajin jawabnye main tenet or lyn tv je la..

daa.

to be determined

aii..

malasnye nak gi keje..haha..

blogging la kejap..dah lama gak xupdate ni..

hmm..last week me n mylocx were going back to kluang..that day dah balik sg. besar..so gilir-gilir la pulak kan.hehe..

on last saturday before balik kluang, we went to Ampang Puteri Specialist Hosp to do some check-ups...

so doctor adela buat scanning sekali..measure anggaran berat baby, sufficiency of amniotic fluid, placenta position etc. i'm happy coz everything is fine so far...but i'm a little dissappointed coz we didn't know the gender yet..baby tu angkat dua2kaki so the sex organ tu terlindung la kan..

hmm..so the sex is...to be determined ya..;)..
xpela..1st baby xkesah boy ke girl..
asalkan sihat walafiat.
btw, next appointment is next month..time 1st week puasa tu..

ok..need to get ready to work.

later.

check-up

urine : N (okla maksudnye ni)
hemoglobin : 11.4 (11 above is ok...kalo x..leh jadi anemic nanti).xsuke ok cucuk jari i nak amik darah.

nurse check belly size etc.

and i dapat injection to prevent tetanus lagi sekali..huhu..sakit.

weight : ohoho..gained 3.5 kg okehh..next time around, kalo naik camni lagi...sah2 kena wat GST (something about glucose test)..haha.*ok memang mkn byk lately*

Le Brassiere

okay..i think i need to purchase more of them.haha

with different size of course.

last purchase was ermm..bile ekk?..ohh during 4th months pregnant. ok, now i know, buying just one size of maternity bra for the entire pregnancy will not probably work..coz u know, they're continue to grow..requiring us to purchase new bras at least a couple of times during pregnancy..

ok...so, how many exactly should i buy this time ehh?..i think a good rule of thumb is to have enough bras on hand to allow me to wear a clean, properly fitting bra every day. rite?

i've gained a few pounds lately..and i'm sure i'll be gaining more and more until i reach 9th months...
and i think i desperately in need for those new maternity bras or just grab for the nursing bras terus. The best time to buy nursing bras is during the third trimester..so why not now??ohh...tengokla nanti.

hmm..shopping again honey?..*wink*wink*

24th week

uisshh..makin lama makin xde masa nak blogging. ada masa pun dihabiskan dgn melepak dan tidur sahaja.

i ni curi2masa blogging jap. patutnya i dah get ready nak gi school early today. lots of work to do. huhu.

apepun, i sehat alhamdulillah for now. i'm about 24th weeks pregnant. hoho with larger belly of course. and not just that. the baby is becoming more active now that i almost giggle everytime he/she is moving. (doing i dunno what whether it's kicking or punching or stretching.)
Plus, making me have to visit the bathroom constantly and find that nothing is coming out.huhu..main2 yer. My friend said the movements will get stronger during the third trimester. Can't imagine that. haha.

But still, i hope he/she is healthy in there. and please avoid me from having preterm labor whatsoever.

So far, i love second trimester as i've passed the dreadful and miserable morning sickness during my 3rd months. boleh kata i agak aktif dari 4 bulan lebih sampai 6 bulan nak masuk 7 ni. Tapi, i dun expect the comfort zone is going to last for long. Besela, dah 3rd trimester, badan makin lama makin berat maa.. and anything is possible during that period. So doa2kan i k.

sekarang ni, kalo jalan besela cepat penat. selera makan besar plak tu. itu nak ini nak.hoho. kaki sometimes cramp. pinggang sometimes lenguh. haa macam2la.hehe.tapi alhamdulillah nak gi keje tu still ok.

ada membe suggest buat baby shower. haha. tunggula i proses rumah yg messy ni dulu. then baru kita wat baby shower ke pot luck ke ape ke wokehh?

one more thing...any suggestion nak giving birth kat govt or private hospital?..i kindda pening nak make decision. kalo area i ni, either hosp ampang (govt) or ampang puteri specialist hosp kot. any other recommendations?bagi pro n cons skali lagi bagus. hehe.

k da lambat.daa

Ultrasound??

I'm now entering my 20th week of pregnancy.My protruding belly proudly declaring i'm gonna be a mom soon.I'm also experiencing and feeling my unborn baby wiggling and i dunno..is it kicking??i'm not quite sure how i felt when the baby moves for the first time. However, as i'm getting used to it, i think i'm quite excited as other moms would feel. The lower abdomen sometimes feel sore from the growing belly...and also frequent needs to go to the bathroom.haha.somehow bladder ni dah tak boleh nak contain too much fluid.

The second trimester can feel absoultely invigorating. The morning sickness becomes a mere unpleasant memory as my appetite comes back with a vengeance.Semua i nak..itu nak, ini nak..rasa macam tamak semacam.haha.However, heartburn, indigestion, and flatulence are frequent though. So i still need to be careful with the food intake.

Should i do the ultrasound now? Most physicians request that moms receive an ultrasound to determine that the baby-to-be is developing normally..and of course, whether it's pink or blue shirts it's gonna be.Tipulah kalau kata we're not interested in knowing our baby's gender.But, i think it's too early.Don't u think so?
Because i've read somewhere that there's no advantage to performing an ultrasound if a woman's pregnancy is otherwise normal and healthy...but still, there's no harm trying kan and getting a chance to finally see their unborn babies.First pregnancy la katakan..;p.

oh ya..last saturday, we did some shopping for our little unborn baby at OU. Ada grand sale kan kat Parkson and at most shops.Beli sikit2la kan.Mylocx did some surveys on expensive items like the stroller, car seat, crib/playpen etc. Me?..my heart just melt to see all those tiny and cute little stuffs that i almost forgot to do the survey as well.haha.Well, we finally agreed to buy some onesies, footies, shirts, washclothes, bibs and a few pairs of mittens & booties. We bought mostly at Mom's Care...all in universal colors..;p.I really hope i'm not gonna end up being a compulsive shopper.haha.Can i? Sometimes last minute purchases may also turn someone into a compulsive shopper as they tend to buy unnecessary things.I'm not worried about mylocx.He's a real mastermind when it comes to money, saving, quality and oppurtinism..;p..It's me i'm worried about.So, i guess i'll avoid too last minute shopping and may be the best way is to ask another parent’s opinion. He or she will be able to indicate which items are necessities and which ones aren’t helpful in caring for a newborn.

Kemarahan melanda

Pagi ini i membuat aktiviti biasa..iaitu bloghopping.haha.Tiba di satu blog tu..adalah entri tentang kebengangan beliau dengan ketua jabatan dia yang membuat sindiran dan memerli beliau yang sering ambil mc disebabkan mabuk hamil or senang cakap morning sickness la kan. Dahla ketua jabatan tu lelaki memang bertambah bengangla dia kan.hehe.Bukan setakat tu saja, orang lain pun nak cakap belakang-belakang. Bongoks punya orang..kalaula dia tahu how miserable and terrible morning sickness is...I'm totally understand how bad and angry the woman felt..sebab i pun mengalami nasib yang lebih kurang samala dengan beliau. Bagi mereka, selagi tak dimasukkan ke wad tu takdelah seteruk mana mabuk tu.What the ????...

Alahan mengandung bukan buat saja-saja n main-main okkk..ada pelbagai tahap. Memangla yang dimasukkan ke wad dan ditahan berbulan-bulan tu kes paling severe tapi kalau tak masuk wad tu ingat kita happy go lucky je saja-saja nak berlakon sakit minta mc kat doktor? Dahla kena bayar lagi. Doktor pun bagi pilihan nak dimasukkan ke wad atau tidak. Surela i taknak. Sakit tu masuk air cucuk kat tangan. Kalau taknak, doktor suruh minum air 100plus banyak-banyak..tambahkan air masak sket sebab banyak gas. SO kita ikhtiarla kan...

Tak masuk wad tak semestinya kita tak teruk. Ada yang kata, kalau tak tahan mabuk tu maksudnya perempuan jenis lembik2sket...meh nak cili sikit mulut tu! Kalau dah makan pun muntah semula tak lama lepas tu, bau wangi perfume ke syampu ke sabun ke nak muntah, berdiri ke duduk ke semua rasa nak muntah, minum air masak pun muntah, kerja rumah satu pun tak boleh nak buat sebab rasa nak muntah, badan lembik turun berkilo-kilo....how the hell am i supposed to go to work u ******...plus teaching pulak tu...kalau ajar budak semua baik tak pe jugak.kalau pergi keje pun lepak tidur kat surau je tak masuk kelas berkat ke nanti gaji? Lebih baikla kita guna hak mc yang memang dah diberi tu. Kalau dah guna banyak or habis mc swasta kita guna nak buat macam mana. Terpaksala. Mereka ingat kita saja-saja nak minta sakit? Macamla kita tak aware kita ni budak baru and dah ambil mc banyak. Balik-balik alasan tak dilantik lagi..tak sah jawatan lagi. Kadang-kadang fikir..to the **** with all the bullshits. Tapi sebab kita ni kerja makan gaji, terpaksa la. Masa mabuk tu, dah susah nak fikir rasional... seriously rasa macam mayat hidup.Buat apa pun serba tak kena n rasa macam dah tak normal lagi.

Itu belum masuk orang-orang yang macam bagus cakap belakang-belakang kan. Kalau cakap depan-depan pun agak2la juga kan...mentang-mentangla senior. Tak pela...i ni setakat dapat melepaskan geram kat blog jela nampaknya. Terpaksa banyakkan bersabar. Tuhan je yang dapat melindungi diri kita dan membalas perbuatan orang pada kita. Orang boleh cakap apa saja waktu mereka sihat dan bertenaga.

Wah lega dapat luahkan kat sini..inspired by that woman.haha. Banyak lagi orang yang senasib or lebih teruk daripada i rupanya.
Doa-doakan la kesihatan i dan baby ok. Tensen2 pun tak guna. Baik baca Al-Quran banyak-banyak. Sorry for all the harsh words..