Tuesday, December 29, 2009

oh what a relief!

alhamdulillah.

sofea's behaving well today. i left her with her mak teh fiqah from 7.30a.m to 2p.m coz i've a meeting to attend.
yes this is my first time leaving her with someone else.i've been worrying all the time.milk?..well, still exclusively breast milk.cuma bottlefeeding la during my absence.i couldn't take my mind off her.mylocx plak working today until 8p.m.

luckily my sister-in-law is very boleh diharap.hehe.she bottlefed sofea 2 times.adela lebih kurang 3 oz lebih sofea minum sepanjang ketiadaan i.dia memang minum sket2 tapi frequently.time meeting tadi my engorged breast was making me very uncomfortable.i baca kalau working mom kena expressing the breast milk to avoid engorgement.tak kesahla guna tangan or breastpump.ah tapi tadi malasla plak.so i biar je tunggu balik rumah then pumping guna breastpump je.tapi memang terpaksa tahan sakit la.huhu.

i'm so relieved bila fiqah kata she's doing fine.she said..lepas sofea bangun tidur kol 10 camtu and changed diaper+lap2 badan dia with wet towel+bottlefeeding her...dia dodoikan2 sekejap pastu sofea sleep again.(fiqah tak berani nak mandikan sofea so i suruh dia lapkan badan je). yepp sofea memang banyak tidur sket pagi2 sampai zohor tu.bangun pun kejap2 je nak mandi and minum susu.

btw..i've been appointed to teach maths form 4 next year and PJK..which means morning session work.(7.30-1.10)..so i really hope bibik akan dapat jaga sofea baik2 memandangkan waktu pagi sofea xbanyak kerenah sangat.my SIL siap boleh kemas rumah basuh sidai kain sume.i balik2 tengok rumah dah kemas je.hehe.bagus tol.however, i tgh gelabah ni nak wat revision math modern form 4!..ah tak pasal2 i kena ajar math.hishh.ape2la.malas nak cite hal kerja.haha.

oh ada chance tak ni nak tgk movie? coz my SILs (fiqah n nadia) dah berangan nak bawa sofea jalan2 ngan stroller dia tuh.haa i suggest kita keluar ramai2 (SILs, sofea, mommy & daddy).pastu both of u jalan2la ngan sofea while me n mylocx watching movie.ahaha.punyela kemaruk nak tgk AVATAR ngn SHerlock Holmes nih.hmm kalau semua setuju bolehla proceed plan tuh..;p

tata.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

just mommy and sofea

oh my my....tonight is my first time looking after my baby alone.mylocx's on night shift again after almost 2 weeks holiday.harap2 sofea xdela rindukan daddy dia too much.coz lately dia suka sangat manja2 ngan daddynya before tidur malam.senang je tertidur bila mylocx hold her in his arms.


she loves to be held like this..


..especially by his daddy.
daddy plak suka cakap2 slowly ngan sofea sampai tertidur.

tapi bila mommy buat plak macam tak tidur2.haha.kenapakah??


so far she's doing fine.sleeping in her cradle.hehe.

petang tadi, my friends rafa and suraya were coming over.saja2 visiting sofea.baru je balik pukul 10.00 tadi ni.siap tengok korean drama IRIS lagi.haha. i xtengok pun drama tuh.xfollow.hehe.
they brought kfc meals and we ate with my nasi goreng ikan masin.haha.sedap tuh hingga menjilat jari.

aihh boringnya mylocx xde.huhu...rindula pulak.haha.apekah.
i tengah runsing memikirkan sekolah akan dibuka tak lama lagi..which means i have to go to work after almost 3 months holiday.hoho.the biggest concern is my baby.we finally hire a maid from a trustful agent.next 2 weeks baru sampai kot.harap2 boleh jaga sofea dan buat housechores dgn baik.so far still exclusive BF.i agak risau kalau2 bekalan tak cukup.haihh kena lebih proaktif ni in pumping the milk.huhu.
sebaikla kerja from 1 to 7 je.semoga Allah permudahkan segalanya.
sayang anak mommy..;)

so next week i dah start meeting bla bla bla.maybe my sister-in-law will be coming over and jadi temporary babysitter while i'm gone.

AVATAR....haihh.just a dream jela nak pergi tengok wayang.hehe.sofea is our first priority now.
tengok DVD je la nanti.btw, syok btol malam2 layan Supernatural season 5 with mylocx.as usual, we have to make sofea sleep first.hehe.sorry darling..this show is for 18 and above only..;p

hmm..sofea's still sleeping.and now i'm tired and ready to go to bed.
nite2.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

update

haha.

nampak sgt xtau nak buat title apa.too many things going on last few days.

tapi i just ringkaskan saja la di sini.hehe.

last 2 weekends, we went to kluang n JB.ada kenduri kat JB.lepastu pergi cuti2 sempoi kat kota tinggi plak.sian sofea kena bawa jalan jauh2.hopefully besar nanti xdela kaki jalan.haha.




last weekend plak lagi best.
on saturday pergi kuala pilah for shearer's wedding.dahla balik hari je.thanx to ridek sebab kasi lepak2 kat umah dia.sofea siap mandi kat rumah uncle ridek lagi..hikhik.
yg best mr.redza pun lepak n tidur situ.haihhh...sofea dan tok redza nye...siap dapat angpau tuh.mr.redza xabes2 soh bahasakan diri dia abang and sofea tu adik.kahkah.



on sunday we went to ipoh pulak for kinal's wedding.balik hari jugak.tapi petang tuh lepas pergi rumah kinal we all lepak2 kat kedai mee rebus ramli.hikhik.layan!



haihh susah nak tulis panjang2..satu sebab i ni memang xreti nak elaborate.
satu lagi..time i nak taip tu laa sofea merengek2 or melalak2..haha.nak buat camane.kenalah terima kenyataan kan.

apepun..i sangat happy sebab dapat jalan2 satu family.jalan sakan sofea eh.
n sangat happy jugak sebab dapat lepak lama2 ngan mr.redza.yelah maklumlah..sejak dah kahwin memang dah tak hang out ngan dia cam bujang2 dulu.hehe.

oklah my blog.see u around.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

gimme a break


pesanan penaja: sila jgn termuntah ye.kihkih.

oh best2..akhirnye dapat pakai balik baju2ni.btw..ini gamba i nak tunjuk shawl yg i bought online kat chicshawl.blogspot.hehe.

love it!..

sbb cun n senang pakai n xyah susah2 gi cari kt kedai.order n paid online.habis citer.

harini ada tok teh's besday celebration.so i nak siap2kan apa yg patut.sofea dah siap sume dah.ok good.now siapkan diri sendri plak.haihh..sometimes i reeaally bad at multitasking.huhu.

yg klakanye..blogging tetap sempat.hoho.apekah.

tata.

jalan-jalan

hmm.

on last thursday kami bawa sofea jalan2 sunway pyramid ngan stroller die.hehe.
sekarang ni dia dah tak meragam bila letak dalam infant car seat.siap boleh tertidur lagi.so lega sket bila memikirkan saat2 i nak hantar dia pergi nursery ke ape ke kan.

actually pagi tu i pergi skola ade hal nak kena settle sket.i keluar pun pakai bj kurung.hehe.after that baru gi sunway.my bro ni haa janji nak jumpe membe2 kt situ.

mula2 sampai je sofea da nangis.so i fed him kat dlm mall tu jugak.hehe.sebaik ade byk tempat duduk.

then dia diam jela dok dlm stroller.mata bulat je pandang sekeliling.then kitorang trus gi nando's.
lapaq!

kat situ sofea tertidur.sempatla makan2.tak lama tu dia jage sambil merengek-rengek.kenala dukung2 sket kan.in a nutshell, mmg penat!haha.padahal bukan gi mana pun.i changed her diaper twice sbb malam baru kitorang balik.

tp i like baby room kt sunway.nice!

balik2 mmg i exhausted abes la.hehe.now setiap kali keluar rumah memang sesuatu yg challenging for us.

okla xde ape nak tulis da.nak panjang-panjang pun sofea dalam buai ni sek bunyi2 je.tidur tak nyenyak.i xprefer masuk buai actually unless kalo dia asyik merengek je bila i letak kat tilam.kalau dukung lama sgt lenguh tangan ni haa.hihi.dlm sehari adela sekali dua dia tidur berbuai.sometimes not at all.

ni ade a few pics taken at the mall..;)


the small room is the nursing room..;)

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Allah Allah Allah Ya Allah

hmm figured out that zikir Allah Ya Allah tu menenangkan baby sofea.hehe.

tadi bila dia merengek i held her in my arms and bacala zikir tu.

she just staring at me peacefully.sometimes she's making a sound as if she's reciting the word Allah too..;).she's also smiling and laughing occasionally.

and finally, she fell asleep.

so dapatla mommy nye berblogging pula.hikhik.

haihh malas la nak masak lunch ni.fahmi plak malas nak gi kedai beli bahan mentah.dia kata harini tak kesah makan telur goreng ngan kicap je.
so i think itu sajala lauk lunch kitorang.haha.mylocx keje harini.takpe, boleh makan roti n susu n epal kalau rasa lapar lagi.
dinner nanti tengoklah.kalau rajin i buat sup.kalau tak, order la apa2 kat mylocx.huhu.

hmm i teringin sgt nak gi jalan2 outing n dating as spontaneous as usual.tapi things will never be the same again sekarang ni sebab dah kena planning kalau nak gi jalan.yela dah ada baby kan.n bila outing plak kena banyak2 bersabar kalau2 si kecil meragam ke apa kan.

sofea xtaula dia suka ke tak gi jalan2 ni.haha.dahla nanti nak gi attend wedding membe yg jauh2 kat negeri lain.and we definitely have to be physically and mentally prepared for that.haha.

ah lapaq.

tata.i need foods right now.

home!

i'm home.

at last.hehe..but this time sofea joins us.

my youngest brother accompanied me for a week.he's staying here at my house.my mom couldn't make it as she got other things to do at home.maybe she'll be joining us later.maklumlah cuti sekolah kan.

fuuhhh!!it's never been easy being a mother.esp when i have to do everything on my own and without the helping hand of my mother.huhu.ummi i need u badly!...haha.baru sehari dua uruskan anak sendiri dah nak panggil mak.sebenarnya i homesick ni.yelakan dah lama dok umah n kena layan macam zaman before kawin dulu.but despite everything, i'm really grateful and glad to be with my beloved locx again.masa kat sg.besar dulu..i missed him terribly.sebaik tak meroyan.kahkah.ni dah balik kl rindukan parents n kampung plak.haihh..i think it's normal la kan.life's like that.

hmm..thankfully ada jugakla my helper ni ha..my brother la.boleh la mintak tolong sket2.

and even penat jaga baby, bila pandang muka dia yg suci dan innocent tu rasa tenang and bahagia je.

harap2 cepat jumpa orang yg boleh look after sofea when i go to work.
skang misi mencari.
adalah a few options.
tapi kena cari lagi.harap2 by next week dah dapat la.n harap2 by next week sofea dah pandai bottlefeed.i ni esok baru nak start guna electric breastpump tu.

n macam ada banyak lagi to do lists ni.the lists go on and on.
oh cepatla settle everything.

ohh the biggest loser asia dah start.nak tengok.

tata.