Saturday, May 30, 2009

Ultrasound??

I'm now entering my 20th week of pregnancy.My protruding belly proudly declaring i'm gonna be a mom soon.I'm also experiencing and feeling my unborn baby wiggling and i dunno..is it kicking??i'm not quite sure how i felt when the baby moves for the first time. However, as i'm getting used to it, i think i'm quite excited as other moms would feel. The lower abdomen sometimes feel sore from the growing belly...and also frequent needs to go to the bathroom.haha.somehow bladder ni dah tak boleh nak contain too much fluid.

The second trimester can feel absoultely invigorating. The morning sickness becomes a mere unpleasant memory as my appetite comes back with a vengeance.Semua i nak..itu nak, ini nak..rasa macam tamak semacam.haha.However, heartburn, indigestion, and flatulence are frequent though. So i still need to be careful with the food intake.

Should i do the ultrasound now? Most physicians request that moms receive an ultrasound to determine that the baby-to-be is developing normally..and of course, whether it's pink or blue shirts it's gonna be.Tipulah kalau kata we're not interested in knowing our baby's gender.But, i think it's too early.Don't u think so?
Because i've read somewhere that there's no advantage to performing an ultrasound if a woman's pregnancy is otherwise normal and healthy...but still, there's no harm trying kan and getting a chance to finally see their unborn babies.First pregnancy la katakan..;p.

oh ya..last saturday, we did some shopping for our little unborn baby at OU. Ada grand sale kan kat Parkson and at most shops.Beli sikit2la kan.Mylocx did some surveys on expensive items like the stroller, car seat, crib/playpen etc. Me?..my heart just melt to see all those tiny and cute little stuffs that i almost forgot to do the survey as well.haha.Well, we finally agreed to buy some onesies, footies, shirts, washclothes, bibs and a few pairs of mittens & booties. We bought mostly at Mom's Care...all in universal colors..;p.I really hope i'm not gonna end up being a compulsive shopper.haha.Can i? Sometimes last minute purchases may also turn someone into a compulsive shopper as they tend to buy unnecessary things.I'm not worried about mylocx.He's a real mastermind when it comes to money, saving, quality and oppurtinism..;p..It's me i'm worried about.So, i guess i'll avoid too last minute shopping and may be the best way is to ask another parent’s opinion. He or she will be able to indicate which items are necessities and which ones aren’t helpful in caring for a newborn.

Monday, May 25, 2009

dream

last night...i dreamt i have the cutest little baby..Hehe.

And she's a girl.

Oh takdelah nak percaya mimpi-mimpi ni semua.Tapi memang tula 1st time mimpi baby.haha. But in that dream..she's quite big (macam da a few months gitu)...and in the stroller..wearing a very feminine & lovely white dress...well,something like this kot..



Bila citer kat mylocx..die tanya baby tu watpe lagi...the truth is...i couldn't recall..cam bits and pieces je..kitorang berdua macam tengah gi jalan kot ngan baby in the stroller.Pas tu dia kate..takpe,next time mimpi baby boy pula...haha.

Tak kesah what sex it's gonna be..yang penting healthy.Tapi muka baby girl tu pun i dah tak ingat..tapi cute la kan..dah namanya baby.huhu.

Mimpi oh mimpi.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Kemarahan melanda

Pagi ini i membuat aktiviti biasa..iaitu bloghopping.haha.Tiba di satu blog tu..adalah entri tentang kebengangan beliau dengan ketua jabatan dia yang membuat sindiran dan memerli beliau yang sering ambil mc disebabkan mabuk hamil or senang cakap morning sickness la kan. Dahla ketua jabatan tu lelaki memang bertambah bengangla dia kan.hehe.Bukan setakat tu saja, orang lain pun nak cakap belakang-belakang. Bongoks punya orang..kalaula dia tahu how miserable and terrible morning sickness is...I'm totally understand how bad and angry the woman felt..sebab i pun mengalami nasib yang lebih kurang samala dengan beliau. Bagi mereka, selagi tak dimasukkan ke wad tu takdelah seteruk mana mabuk tu.What the ????...

Alahan mengandung bukan buat saja-saja n main-main okkk..ada pelbagai tahap. Memangla yang dimasukkan ke wad dan ditahan berbulan-bulan tu kes paling severe tapi kalau tak masuk wad tu ingat kita happy go lucky je saja-saja nak berlakon sakit minta mc kat doktor? Dahla kena bayar lagi. Doktor pun bagi pilihan nak dimasukkan ke wad atau tidak. Surela i taknak. Sakit tu masuk air cucuk kat tangan. Kalau taknak, doktor suruh minum air 100plus banyak-banyak..tambahkan air masak sket sebab banyak gas. SO kita ikhtiarla kan...

Tak masuk wad tak semestinya kita tak teruk. Ada yang kata, kalau tak tahan mabuk tu maksudnya perempuan jenis lembik2sket...meh nak cili sikit mulut tu! Kalau dah makan pun muntah semula tak lama lepas tu, bau wangi perfume ke syampu ke sabun ke nak muntah, berdiri ke duduk ke semua rasa nak muntah, minum air masak pun muntah, kerja rumah satu pun tak boleh nak buat sebab rasa nak muntah, badan lembik turun berkilo-kilo....how the hell am i supposed to go to work u ******...plus teaching pulak tu...kalau ajar budak semua baik tak pe jugak.kalau pergi keje pun lepak tidur kat surau je tak masuk kelas berkat ke nanti gaji? Lebih baikla kita guna hak mc yang memang dah diberi tu. Kalau dah guna banyak or habis mc swasta kita guna nak buat macam mana. Terpaksala. Mereka ingat kita saja-saja nak minta sakit? Macamla kita tak aware kita ni budak baru and dah ambil mc banyak. Balik-balik alasan tak dilantik lagi..tak sah jawatan lagi. Kadang-kadang fikir..to the **** with all the bullshits. Tapi sebab kita ni kerja makan gaji, terpaksa la. Masa mabuk tu, dah susah nak fikir rasional... seriously rasa macam mayat hidup.Buat apa pun serba tak kena n rasa macam dah tak normal lagi.

Itu belum masuk orang-orang yang macam bagus cakap belakang-belakang kan. Kalau cakap depan-depan pun agak2la juga kan...mentang-mentangla senior. Tak pela...i ni setakat dapat melepaskan geram kat blog jela nampaknya. Terpaksa banyakkan bersabar. Tuhan je yang dapat melindungi diri kita dan membalas perbuatan orang pada kita. Orang boleh cakap apa saja waktu mereka sihat dan bertenaga.

Wah lega dapat luahkan kat sini..inspired by that woman.haha. Banyak lagi orang yang senasib or lebih teruk daripada i rupanya.
Doa-doakan la kesihatan i dan baby ok. Tensen2 pun tak guna. Baik baca Al-Quran banyak-banyak. Sorry for all the harsh words..

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

finally

i'm so happy!..akhirnya last weekend i was finally going out with mylocx...going out like really going out..makan-makan...gi wedding membe dia..tengok movie..(star trek besssshhh!!!)..and suprisingly...shopping macam orang giler.ade sale ok kat jusco midvalley.haha.sanggup tu pergi mid..kalau tak memang malasla area ramai orang camtu.memang rambang mata pilih baju...ini cun...grab!..itu cute..grab!....ini pula elegant..grab lagi!haha..terkejut mak ai tengok resit.tapi takpe kitorang puas hati.mylocx pun dok shopping baju seluar die sume.

rasa agak pelik bila outing dengan perut yang agak membesar itu.haha.dah tengah malam baru kitorang balik.hihi.sekali sekala kan.macam tak caye je dah lama gile tak keluar sebab kitorang ni jenis yang memang suka keluar.sejak nausea aritu memang tak keluar jalan2la kecuali gi keje and klinik memanjang amik mc.huhu.sungguh menyedihkan.

hehem..to those yang wish happy teacher's day tu..terima kasihla banyak2 ye..he.sambutan hari guru sekolah i akan diadakan pada 29 mei ni.and....i need to attend to an interview on 27 mei ni.temuduga pelantikan baru.huhu...wish me luck.

oklah..nanti2la blogging lagi.


haa..inilah my latest photo..4months & 2 weeks pregnant.hehe.(sibuk makan candies)

and..birthday guy.hehe.
(tak sabar nak makan dah tu)


Wednesday, May 6, 2009

better

em..rite now i da feel much better.morning sickness tak teruk macam last few weeks.i feel more energetic..macam seolah-olah baru nampak dunia pun ada.haha..punyelah grateful.Alhamdulillah..even sometimes adala rasa mabuk2 and vomiting tu.

entering 4 months or second trimester ni...i actually look like pregnant laa sikit2.the bulging tummy tu dah start showing a little..tapi, dalam satu hari..mesti rase mcm heartbun or sense of fullness or gassy gassy tu..sangat tak selesa.i always experience rasa tu waktu tengahari and malam.sabar je la.huhu.

and now i bersyukur gile sebab dah boleh melantak makanan.although tak boleh nak makan large meal sekaligus tapi dah boleh makan macam-macam (small meals) without vomiting or mual.itupun dah cukup bagusla..my sense of smell dah tak acute macam aritu..bau wangi sikit je mual.termasukla perfume and haircream mylocx sume.haha.sekarang my mood pun da lifted sikit.barula rasa agak normal.

i ada prob sikit..selalu miss makan vitamin.otak ni asyik lupe je.ntahla nape.kalo mylocx tak tanya kadang-kadang memang lupa.huhu.kesian baby.mommy die kena kasi brainwash sikit baru tak lupe agaknye.haha.and lagi satu, time mabuk teruk aritu memang tak pakai pun retainer gigi tu..memang tak kuasa.sekarang kena start pakai balik at night kang kalo dah tak muat mampuih den kena fire ngan orthodontist i tu.huhu.

oh ye..4th may kelmarin was mylocx's birthday.belum ada time nak celebrate lagi disebabkan masa and my condition.huhu.harap2 minggu ni or minggu depan bolehla spent time kat lua.dalama tak pegi dating.haha.